I miss Hercules <3 <3 <3

I love my pretty icon. My allergies are so bad right now, my teeth hurt!!!!

Got my grades in, finally!!! Yesss, I am officially Mandypoo, the MIRACLE worker!!!

It feels so.... free to have graduated. Now if only I could get the entire planet to stop asking me what my plans are now.

yEy for Bean's new found freedom & life. Good luck toots~ [bold pink heart]

by crazzedangel
My producing buddies!!! I can't believe we graduated, together!!!


Mandypoo is officially a college grad. Heh. I like the ring of that.

by crazzedangel

I fell into a weird, updating kind of mood. LJ is still dead to me though.... so this isn't going to happen often.

I just had a great birthday party (minus the two people who crapped on it). I loved my theme "Super Sweet 23". I loved my tiara. I loved the company. I loved the food. I loved the music. I loved the dancing. I loved the lap dances. Haha. *AND* I was sober throughout the entire thing. See? I don't have a problem, after all. I was a little disappointed when Nancy was late (I'm still sorry btw that you were a taxi that night). I was pissed that *** was so late, too. I don't even want to know WHY he was late - I'm sure it will make me angry.

The little furry love of my life may be dying and we can't seem to do anything to stop it. I want to cry and scream but I think I've grown beyond that. All I can do now is wait. If he goes, a part of me goes with him. But I can't be angry at God for that. I have to thank God for not taking my other two babies in his stead. I have to thank God for letting me keep him this long. He might've died years ago when he got hit by a car. I am grateful for the time I have spent with Stewey. I don't want to see him go. If he does, I will be sad as I was when Hercules left me. I will miss him. And everyone else will miss him, too. I feel bad for Derrick though, should anything bad happen to his doggy. He won't understand why his dog just disappeared. I pray to the vast emptiness that Stewey get well soon. I won't pray to God, he's busy; I leave it to science.

We need his light in this house.
We need His, too.

I pray to God for Mike and his family, though.

And so I conclude my random update.

Love to All,
Amanda~

(read it on my friend's list and found it apropos) -snickers-


I know.
It's all wrong.
By rights we shouldn't even be here.
But we are.
It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo.
The ones that really mattered.
Full of darkness and danger they were.
And sometimes you didn't want to know the end.
Because how could the end be happy?
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened?
But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow.
Even darkness must pass.
A new day will come.
And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
Those were the stories that stayed with you.
That meant something.
Even if you were too small to understand why.
But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand.
I know now.
Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back only they didn't.
They kept going.
Because they were holding on to something.

There's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo.
And it's worth fighting for.

Like it?

It's a new day for me.

I feel really loved. Yeah, I know it's weird. But I do. It feels great and I'm scared to death! Hahaha

I've been extremely stressed lately; haven't had a peaceful night's rest in a *while*...possibly a week. I almost can't wait to go back to school. I move back in tomorrow. The only thing I'm concerned with now is $$$. My phone bill is due, I have credit card bills due soon. I need a microwave and I need to buy groceries. I still need to get my laptop fixed.

At least I finally bought my racquet today. My mom is going to kill me though. After getting that I spent another $50 tonight. But my racquet is so dope! Whoopsie.

Oh well... things will work out, I'm sure.

~sigh~

I can't complain too much. I'm all smiles. *teehee*

for nancy & courtney

HAHA - tickled me


Delar Mehndi is Tunak Tunak Tun love.

Update:

I don't really check OR update LJ anymore. I don't really care about it anymore.

The End.

-A.